This is another topic that I'm kind of picky on, in a sense that I could probably write for about an hour about this topic alone. But I'm going to try not to, because this would probably be very annoying to read if I did that.
The way that I view relationships is a little, how do you say it, skewed. It might be due to the fact that I've never had a girlfriend in my 16 years of life (as of writing this, idk what'll happen in the future). But still, they're necessary, you know? If you don't have anybody to talk to, you'll begin to go crazy. Humans need something to take care of and communicate with. We need that companionship, or else we'll collapse. Going a few days without talking to somebody is probably fine, but going months on end is probably not a good idea. You should always have at least one person to talk to in my opinion. Even if it's about something that neither of you like, just the act of talking with somebody else could probably put your nerves to rest, or it could flare them up. I don't know you, person who's reading this. It could have the complete opposite effect if somebody uses it, it's different for everybody. Though I would recommend finding somebody who cares about you.
It's really strange though, how 16 years can fly by and nobody wants anything to do with me. It's kind of funny, but it's also kind of depressing. Not that I know what that feels like, it's more like the feeling of being down for an hour or so, that's what I'm trying to convey here. Feeling depressed and depression are two different topics that line up in the same subject but they're very different. I'm not trying to say anything bad about either one because both are problems, though one is much more major than the other.
Relationships though, they're complicated man. I have my own little group of friends that I play video games with, but we never actually hang out all that often. The only person I really see outside of school is one of my friends that doesn't even play video games with the other group all that often. It's strange, you'd think we'd hang out more but we don't. It's ok with me though, I'm kind of antisocial in that aspect as well, so I don't mind.
What separates an intimate relationship with a friendship, though? Like, I could be chill with somebody and be friends with them, but what action crosses the line? Nodding to each other in the hall seems fine, fist bumps are alright. But sometimes you say something that you judge as alright in your head and instantly regret it because of this reason or that reason. It's strange.
That's probably all I'm going to write on this topic though, it's much weirder than I expected and it took a weird turn, but I'm just vomiting on paper here, so I guess deal with it?
It's really strange though, how 16 years can fly by and nobody wants anything to do with me. It's kind of funny, but it's also kind of depressing. Not that I know what that feels like, it's more like the feeling of being down for an hour or so, that's what I'm trying to convey here. Feeling depressed and depression are two different topics that line up in the same subject but they're very different. I'm not trying to say anything bad about either one because both are problems, though one is much more major than the other.
Relationships though, they're complicated man. I have my own little group of friends that I play video games with, but we never actually hang out all that often. The only person I really see outside of school is one of my friends that doesn't even play video games with the other group all that often. It's strange, you'd think we'd hang out more but we don't. It's ok with me though, I'm kind of antisocial in that aspect as well, so I don't mind.
What separates an intimate relationship with a friendship, though? Like, I could be chill with somebody and be friends with them, but what action crosses the line? Nodding to each other in the hall seems fine, fist bumps are alright. But sometimes you say something that you judge as alright in your head and instantly regret it because of this reason or that reason. It's strange.
That's probably all I'm going to write on this topic though, it's much weirder than I expected and it took a weird turn, but I'm just vomiting on paper here, so I guess deal with it?
